Goodbye

This poem was written by Beth Rampler(:

I wanted to go unnoticed,
For maybe just a day or two,
No more attention,
Especially not from you.
No more compliments,
Or telling me lies,
Leave me alone,
Lets say our goodbyes.
I put on this shirt,
It was on purpose,
It is unflattering,
Because I want to go unnoticed.
Somehow though,
I can't get rid of you,
I yell "go!!''
And you think it's cute.
Can this just be over?
It will hurt later,
You are not my lover,
I'm turning into your hater.
I don't like being mean,
But this has to end,
Am I making my point?
Don't make me leave you with a heart to mend.
But somehow I just cant tell you this,
I cant show you this poem,
Maybe I'll write out a list,
You can read it when you're home.
I'll try to be clear,
But you need to realize,
Our end is near,
It's time to say our goodbyes.

Always

You're in my every thought,

You're in my every breath. 

I wanted to be in your heart,

Until death,

Until death do we part. 

Who would have known,

That our death came much too soon.

We had no options,

And then you were gone.

I longed for you

But my mind told me not to, 

I'd never see you again,

This was the last of you.

Was this the last of us?

Did I ever get a reason why?

Was it worth it?

All the times I would cry?

I forget where I was,

I forgot where I was going.

I gave up on us,

I don't know what I was doing. 

Then fate had a plan where I'd see you again,

And bring back the pain,

Of wondering when you would leave me

With a heart to mend. 

But for those few moments we shared,

I fell in love again,

And for you only,

For you I cared.

But then came the pain,

Where we went our separate ways.

My smiles turned into tears

And worse were my days.

I can only think of your eyes,

And wonder if you think of mine,

Maybe I didn't know what I had,

Maybe I was blind.

Maybe I was the one,

Who was the cause of all this,

I was the one who ended the bliss,

I'll never forgive myself,

And what we could have been.

But I will always love you,

I'll love you until the end